Taken when I'm napping with my little precious few days back. Of cos I'm acting asleep to get this pix look nicer hahahaha. It's impossible to sleep really well with my little precious because he make so much noise when he's sleeping lol! He like to 伸懒腰 a lot and everytime he do so, he make very loud noise lol!
Anyway my little precious is 15 day old today. To people they must be thinking wow how time flies. But for me noooooo. It's passing way so slow because I'm stuck at home doing my confinement. Another 15days to go...... Brought my little precious for his blood test again today with hub, his jaundice had gone down a little but still need to be back for check up a week later.
Sometimes I still don't feel like a mommy because I have my mom around to help me to look after my baby. It's gng to be tough when my mom return back to work and I've to cope all this alone when my hub is at work. I feel more stressful when my mil want to control everything about my baby. HAI HAI HAI! Just feel very stressful and dread the day I've to return back to my hub's place to stay. So afraid I might burst one day and quarrel with my mil lol....... :( At times I feel like stuffing my baby back and bring him to this world later due to all this conflicts. But touchwood la! I'm so happy each time I see my baby although at times I struggle when he cry non-stop and I dk how to calm him down. Still learning! ^^ After all the pregnancy journey and delivery, I've phobia of being pregnant. I'm not one who can handle pain well. Weak mama is me~ I keep repeating to everyone this is going to be my only child but at times I feel like giving him a little bro or sist. Shall let nature takes its own course ba ^^
Little precious doesn't want to sleep just now so I just carry him in my arms and tell him story. My story was telling him not to abandon me when he grow up and find a wife which could be good with me. HAHA! But hor he very smart, I haven say finish my story he fell asleep LOL!
Ok la off I go!
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